Fire Shut up, I can't shut up.

O Lord, you deceived me, and I was deceived,

you overpowered me and you prevailed.

I am ridiculed all day long;

everyone mocks me.

Whenever I speak, I cry out

proclaiming violence and destruction.

So the word of the Lord has brought me

insult and reproach all day long.

But if I say "I will not mention him

or speak any more in his name," 

his word is in my heart like a fire,

A fire shut up in my bones.

I am weary of holding it in,

indeed, I cannot.

(Jerimiah 20:7-10)(NIV)

Screw feeling sorry for myself. I'm back.